dulcamarae answered:
Equal parts awkward and horny, as these things go.
We made out on the train on the way back to J’s place, and the preteens behind us were like Look at those old people getting it on OMG gross lol.
At home, J ate me out for like 35 minutes because I was too shy to say that I don’t ever cum that way.
Then we had enthusiastic, very vanilla sex in missionary position four times in a row and went to sleep.
Good times.